May 2013
6 posts
What I'm giving you
I’m giving you the neatly stacked clothing sitting on my shelves
You’re welcome to take a seat on my bed
When I leave the room you can take a look at the books and perfume on my side table
Sure
The blinds will be drawn and you will see my morning view
I even invite you to tell me I’m pretty
But all of that is nothing
I won’t let you see the tape I listen to at night
...
“I went into the desert to forget about you. But the sand was the color of your...”
– Jeffrey Eugenides (via solemnness)
when i hate you which is always
I want to smash a mirror with my bare hands. blood will run all over the broken panes of glass. my blood. i want to pick up the jagged piece and stab you in the heart. so that the end snaps off & after i pull out the shard and after the doctors stitch you up… . there will always be a part of me in your heart. forever.
April 2013
10 posts
“The burning of a book is a sad, sad sight, for even though a book is nothing but...”
– Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Penultimate Peril (via scarletsunshine)
Anonymous asked: are you in love?
hellalara:
i wish i had a super tight-knit group of friends that i fought crime with
Can someone explain. . .
Things I don’t understand.
Boys
Love
March 2013
3 posts
One last time
Come home. Lets laugh and kiss. Just one last time.
everything i think about. these scenarios i imagine and play act. i could fall so easily into them. into you. into love. i could nestle my head in your arm. i can feel you kissing my hair. the heat. the screaming. we would be other people together. we could be anyone and go anywhere together. we wouldn’t even have to go outside. but we would. i would force you to venture into the real world....
February 2013
2 posts
WOWOWOWWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. AH I BELIEVE SHE HAS HAD ANOTHER IDEA .
January 2013
5 posts
December 2012
10 posts
FOR CHRISTMAS I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD OR NOTHING.
i feel the tiniest glimmer of hope. it’s all about playing my cards right now.
she can sing →
I played my favorite character for the night. and the only thing i got was a bite. thanks. thanks to whoever decided to leave teeth marks on my neck. did i kiss a vampire? or just get bitten by a psycho. ouch. if i died csi would have a blast.
GLEE MAKES ME HAPPY.
TUMBLR MAKES ME SAD.
November 2012
17 posts
Looking Back
Looking back.
One thing I will always find amazing is how you yelled at me “I could see it in your eyes….. the way you were looking at me, I just knew”
It’s been a long time since I have known something about someone by looking into their eyes. But you did about me. That must stand for something/or nothing.
Anyway I’m just going to do what I love and see where it...
1 tag
feeling un-emily-ish
recently i’ve been not myself. and i know exactly why. the person who i used to base all my actions on has not been in my life for awhile. i disconnected from queer as folk and brian. simple solution…… let this great love back into my daily routine & begin to feel normal again. FREEEEAKS.
Ryan: Sometimes I think you talk just to make sounds.
Seth: Well, sometimes I do.
11.32 p.m. 20/11/2012
things i have learned from school: how to lie through my teeth and bullshit entire essays and do all nighters and still pass classes
“I REFUSE TO BE WHAT YOU WANT”
– I will NEVER change who I am to be moulded into what others want of me. I know immediately if someone wants me to change but won’t let me do it on my own terms, when I simply choose to adjust to a new aspect of society but to change to please them so they ALLOW me to become this ideal/this...
